i'm trying not to get too much of HURT from you .
i'm confused for that .
i'm consider whether wanna leave or stay .
i'm thinking whether you dislike or boring about it .
i'm thinking - why i'm thinking too much of these ?

i non-stop thinking .
every minutes . every seconds .
WHY ??
i wanna ask many of WHY .
why you wanna do this ?
why you treat me like this ?
why you oppress me ?
why you keep so quite to me ?
why you dissatisfaction but dont you remind me ?
why you dont even smile ?
why are you moody ?
why dont you share you little secret to me ?
why you belive him/she ?
why you can do this ?
why ?

and now .
i stop these questions .
just now .
i'm thinking of HIM .
i'm very thankful to HIM .
really ..
he is so perfect to me !
he is so unimaginable !
he is my lovely JESUS .
I LOVE HIM !

my dearly JESUS , thanks for all of these .
thanks for telling me i'm not foroetten .
thanks let me the power to do my things more better .
thanks let my life more easier .
even though i want it more .
i want my family more happier , more love each other .
i want all my friends more better , happy forever .
no sadness at this world .





i love you my JESUS .